I dreamt about you and in my dream we were at your house, a house I had never been to. You laid on top of me and our hearts were pounding out of our chests. I can still remember the moment your mom walks in and laughs at us, and I leave as fast as I can to run away from her harsh words. But I remember the way you kissed me just before she walked in, nothing like the real ones but still so full of love. I like to think that you came to see me in my dream. I keep revolving around the notion, but you'd probably say otherwise. And when I'm all alone I miss you so terribly and so much, I feel as though my whole body is on fire with this unceasing longing. You're my love, always will be. I don't want to lie to myself anymore about hating you, because it's impossible to hate someone I chose to love willingly. I won't harbor anymore of these negative feelings for you, I will only think of you with love and care, because that's what you deserve. I want to be selfless from now on, I want to be someone balanced and fine. I pine for the day I'll feel okay with the way things are even if it tears a hole in my heart and soul. I'll love you 'til the end, Harriet. Please don't forget..