I'm not going to leave you,
I'm not going to do that.

It's the best time to disappear,
because I've lost you.
I completely lost you,
so what the point?

There's nothing left to lose when you've lost everything twice.

it's your fault though,
you're so fucking stupid, i hate you so much.
i hate you so much, i hate you so much, crystal.
i wish i could hate her, we'd be together now.

why couldn't you just do it from the start?
i'm so sick of being scared of how someone else is going to react.
i never knew it was this hard to be a decent person.

Maybe I just need to stay out of everyone and anyone's life.
I can't keep letting this happen to me or anyone else.
With no one around it'd be kind of hard to fuck up.
maybe, maybe, maybe....

maybe fucks me up,
because i still fucking love her.